March 2011
10 posts
February 2011
31 posts
I am angry and I am weak and a leap of faith means nothing to me. Show me someone with beautiful insides because everyone seems rotten. Beauty drips from your fingertips but your words cut like knives. Synthetic, that’s what you are, just like the pills I use to put me to sleep at night. If it weren’t for them I’m sure I would’ve died of insanity. He says he’s a good...
“Let me ask you one question, is your money that good?
would it buy you...”
I wasted my time on phone lines with the people who never gave a fuck about me. I watched them run from the truth when it finally came and I couldn’t have chosen a better time to fall away. You would’ve been better off with all the lies, but I feel relieved by this seperation of us. You only want your old life back, but I never wanted it anyway. I never wanted you. When you go home to...
Every old memory
is haunting me. I don’t know who I’m supposed to be without you. I remember every word, especially the whispers. I wish I could know who you’d be now. I miss you everyday and it’s killing me.
Sadness is staying up all night staring at a blank sheet of paper. The feeling is there, but the words just are not. Sadness is the absense of your footsteps in my apartment, and the deafening silence coming from your side of the bed. Sadness is the long, lonely, cold walk home from your side of the city. Nowadays I am more of a sleepy kind of awake. I am overcome with pain and grief, and the...
So close to dying that I finally can start living
Congratulations
go home now. It’s too late it’s too late they won’t let go.
Some rules were made with all intentions to break
And she defends them with a warped rationale.
But I’ve seen what happens when the wicked and proud
When they decide to try and take down the throne for the crown.
You're tearing your hair out
When we could have a bed of flowers
“I wonder if any of them can tell from just looking at me that all I am is the...”
– Prozac Nation by Elizabeth Wurtzel (via bloodisthenewblackk)
I never did a goddamn thing to make you proud.
I had to one to impress. I’m lonely and you’re worlds away somewhere; I’ve lost you and you’re gone forever. There are no second chances with you, although I’ve begged and pleaded with this universe just to have you back. My memory traces back to days filled with nothing but our child’s play. And everything was beautiful.. We were beautiful together and I was...
You were so beautiful
until they ruined you.
Spend my days with a woman unkind,
lovealwaysremains420:
Smoked my stuff and drank all my wine. Made up my mind, gonna make a new start. Goin’ to California with an achin’ in my heart. Someone told me there’s a girl out there. With love in her eyes and flowers in her hair.
When it gets to be too much, ask for me. I’ll be the person to keep you afloat. I’ll be your strength when your bones feel weak. I’ll be the hand on the small of your back, guiding you to somewhere safer than where we are now. I’ll be your protection, I’ll feel like home. Anything you ask from me, and I’m patient, I’ll wait. You send chills down my spine...
